I got the school jitters big time! Just a little coaching needed for how not to get too involved in school politics but stay closely connected to Lula. It’s a tricky thing, this parenting school aged children. I don’t generally like being around large gaggles of parents, but then all of a sudden, I’m there, [...]
I’m sorry. I’m so sorry for…. I’m sorry that I….
Apologizing is powerful. Apologizing instantly raises the energy of the interaction, so long as it’s sincere and not meant to manipulate. ’I’m sorry’ is something I pretty much use every day all throughout the day. There is always an instance where I was insensitive, there is [...]
Questions I’ve been playing with: what old limiting patterns of thought regarding the 4th dimension (ie. Time) are we still caught in? How is the illusion of time really hampering humans? Since time is an illusion, as good ol’ Einstein shows us it is, and all possibilites and all realities exist simultaneously, then what are [...]
Big theme of letting go is all around me lately. Letting go of my thoughts. Not ’stuff’. Not ‘people’. But IDEAS that float through my head and which I often give power to because they are interesting in some way. Interesting in that they make me feel something… like fear, anger, judgement, disgust, happy, [...]
Here is a tip I’m learning about how to be a better parent.
Take care of yourself by taking time for yourself. This means give yourself a good chunk of Time and your Present Awareness, your own Attention. Time to be alone and away from your children. Beg friends, hire a babysitter, ask MOM, or even [...]
The truth is, no matter how bad it gets, I can always look in the faces of my beloved Grant, Lula and Max and see their shiny beauty and love, and be comforted and amazed that they are my family. My cherished ones.
The truth is, occasionally I feel like a failure. The truth is, sometimes [...]
Wow, whatta miserable bitch i was before i went on vacation. Quite literally, the day before we left I was on the edge of my seat, hunched over with stomach flu cramps and surfing the web frantically for any information about the tsunami evacuation in Hawaii. Twitter is really the fastest place for second to [...]
So right now I feel like I need to write but not sure where this is leading me. No major theme, except maybe about the kid that screams in all of us when it gets neglected. Nothing much, just a wee little topic. Don’t know why I wanna write about our kids, not the kids [...]
Hey now now.
I’m all gimped up and sore wristy, because Max is so freakin heavy and strong now that I keep wrenching it when I pick him up. So these days, me and my muscley baby have been having SHOW DOWNS. I’ve started disciplining. Seriously. He’s 14 months old tomorrow and [...]
So I know this blog is about me and about my experiences, my honest opinions and my truth. Having said this, there’s something I feel like I need to be clear on: I’M NOT MARRIED TO ANY OF THOSE THINGS. What can she possibly mean, you may wonder?
Most people hear an opinion from someone. A [...]